Canberra 101 2014
I towed
the line late September down in the ACT for the Sri Chinmoy Canberra 101 Trail
Run. This event was my first 100km race 12 months before and I was keen to run
well, off what was a solid build up. For some reason or another my pre-race
thoughts on how the race would go began to unravel around 5hrs in. Then after a
fall shortly after that point, my race fell apart. At 70km I decided
reluctantly to withdraw, fearing an injury and not being able to weight bare on
my right foot, I felt this was the most sensible decision.
Disappointment
and dejection. Two words that come to mind the day after the day that was. I
had been careful in my build-up, balancing my training for this event and the
Edgell Jog, a 7.5km road race, three weeks earlier. My training had gone well
and I felt faster, stronger and mentally better prepared than this time last
year. I was ready to race the 100km and had been planning on a slightly more
reserved start and building into the event a leg at a time.
Off Ainslie, a spot I didn't reach in 2014 |
I pushed
on hoping it would settle but after climbing up and trying to run off Black
Mountain my persistence was beginning to become stupidity and realising any
more km would just further inflame the problem and lead to an injury. I really
had my head on for this one and was pretty bummed I went out, it wasn't mental
but physical and this is the hardest part to take. I felt I was running with
discipline and believed that I would have finished well if my foot came good.
No
excuses though, I dropped at 70km and it is unfortunately another DNF. Can I
run ultras? Well the answer is yes, the optional comment box would probably
read "still very inexperienced and learning how to transfer 2/3hr efforts
into the long stuff. Hit and miss at the moment but will improve with further
training and patience". The hardest thing is the time, dedication and
sacrifice that I and also Kel had put into this event and it’s
build up. Things like foregoing social events, getting up at 4.30am for runs
and fronting the cash for accomodation, travel and so on all seem wasted when
things good belly up. They aren’t but at the time you seem a touch
lost in the disappointment.
I have
only been running seriously for two years now, this I need to remember. I put a
lot of pressure and high expectations on myself and the romance of an ultra is
something I need to control better. I have made an effort to reduce my ultras
next year and I feel I need another solid year of training before I can run the
long ones hard. The next few months will be building, mindful of the year gone
by and what my new goals for 2015 are. I aim to progress and by ringing things
back a touch giving the body a rest from the long long runs I will be ready for
2015 and what it throws at me. I have a good year but a year not without it's
low point so far, my main goal is to finish off well and have some fun again,
because frankly speaking the last 1.5hrs was not fun at all and that goes
against why I run in the first place.
So the
next question, Canberra 102 in 2015…Well I don’t like leaving
things open and I had planned on Surf Coast Century but nothing is finalised
and I like the nations capital. Why is this race messing with me? what makes it
tougher than the stats show? I don’t know, maybe it is the heat that
comes with late spring, while not overly hot I’m not acclimatised as yet due to the
cold winter, or just maybe it is the race itself. If I were to sum the Sri Chinmoy
Canberra Trail Run, fast, open and exposed with short and sharp pinches thrown
in along the way. All set in and around Canberra on it’s diverse, hard and
rocky interconnecting trail system letting you see where you are going and
where you have been.
So with
that I leave that question unanswered, Canberra 2015…who knows?